Saturday, September 12, 2009

Are we meant to be?

Great. Its 1am. Still. U have yet to talked to me. Waited for like 3hours man. Sigh. Guess I gotta take the initiative, yeah?

I NEED LESSON ON UNDERSTANDING GIRLS. LOL. I suck at it.

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I remember my friend once told me, as long as you feel that you could click with that person, then why not be with her? Personally, I feel I could click, but then again, I could click with alot people, cuz perhaps its my personality? Still, I dont really trust how I feel nowadays. Gotta let it stablise first and think about it before I make any decision. Hope I out grows it asap. LOL.

Growing up is tough. I really misses the innocence thats lost when we'r growing up. Not counting the fact that when ever we look at things, hear things, we wont perceive it in any pervertic way. Its completely innocent. How I wish that wont fade. Still, it will.

I dont know why I'm writing this. But theres this feeling, like a balloon inside me, expanding continously.

I love to take initiative, but theres this unknown fear and pride thats stopping me. Heck, how I wish I could simply throw these emotions to somewhere else.
Still, it's great if girls give hints here and there so as to help guys to pick it up and help us ^^v. We'r blind you see, and we need signs. Well, for me that is. LOL. Still, false signs is greatly not appreciated. Its cruel! LOL.

Heck, this is the first time I'm openly talking about this topic.(Perhaps its just I'm half asleep now and have not the faintest idea what I'm typing now. LOL.) Still, its unavoidable for guys our age. Its something we will face now and then.

Its a learning process.

Ken,Zhang Ting at 1:01 AM